I'm So Sad Since You Went Away.
I have a crush. It is almost so small that it is not worth talking about but it's there. It still has no hold over what I still feel for Ethan. On one hand I wish it would end. That I could just stop being in love with him... but I'm not ready to let go. I love him. I don't know if I'll ever let go. They say that you never completely stop loving the people you were once in love with. I think that's true because I still love Brad in a way. Not in the sense that I would want a relationship with him but just remembering good times and the love I did have for him. He will always be a big part of my life and I hope I never lose touch with him. The same for Ethan. Right now I still want a relationship with Ethan and I am still IN love with him. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't wish he felt the same way. Sometimes I think he does. Just a look or a glance or an inside joke. Just remembering something we had. A mutual nod or smile. Please please please please please...
I need someone right now. More than ever. Even if it's not a boyfriend. Just someone to hold.
.Stephanie.
posted by Stephanie @ 9:12 PM
5 Comments:
it's guy henry, isn't it!
you can't hide it. you know you wanna closet that kid.
ahh, but seriously....i'm in the exact same position here. well, not exact, but i'm back into needing-man-mode.
i'm still deciding if i like it better than bitchy feminist mode or not..
lol at guy henry... dirt.
i have a feeling this might be a crush you've had before. but it's probably not. i dunno.
i think we all need someone especially since november was so hard, and december is frikkin christmas.
whatever guy henry is hot even if he does wear weird spandex sometimes.
buts its not guy.
or jeff doyle if that's what you were thinking, megan! no.
ahahaha. i love all this girly guessing stuff. you better tell me when i get home, betch.
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