People Say That You'll Die Faster Than Without Water. But We Know It's Just A Lie To Scare Your Sons. To Scare Your Daughters.

So I broke it off with Dan. It was the easiest thing that I've ever done. It couldn't have gone easier! I am so happy right now I can't even believe it. He was just like... "You don't think we should see each other anymore?" and then he was like "I understand." That was that. He understands. Far easier than my break up with Jeff.
So Ethan and I decided not to have sex anymore. I know know know that it's for the best but I'm still a little bit sad about it. Not even the sex really I just like being close to him and kissing him and I liked when he randomly spent the night. I don't know how much that will happen now and it makes me sad. The night at Allie's was so wonderful, even though there was crying and a scary incident that I'm still not too sure about. It was good though. Her party was so much fun and the second Ethan kissed me when we woke up the next morning, I knew my stupid imagination was playing tricks on me and I remembered that he does still love me. Thank god, haha. But that incident. Yeah.... I guess we'll see.