You See, Sorrow Gets Too Heavy And Joy It Tends To Hold You.

Haven't really had much to say for a little while. The Jeff situation is going a lot better. We've hung out a couple of times and everything seems to be getting better. I'm still a little shocked about the whole being in love with me thing just because... well I'm not sure to believe it or not. I've been having a hard time believing certain things. Some things, like Jeff being in love with me, just seems so unlikely but I guess if they're his feelings, they must be true. I've been trying to remember that, especially with Ethan. I want so much to just believe every word, and I do, it's just hard. Seth said something last night that made me feel a lot better, he said that I have no reason to not believe what Ethan says because even though he went through, or is going through, a very confusing time, he obviously still wants me to be in his life because if he didn't he would just avoid me all the time. So there. Believe that Stephanie Bunting.