This Is The Story With The Fantastic Lies.

Haven't updated lately. Nothing really to say except that I went to Disneyland and came back with new weird feelings about my father. I found out that he cheated on my mom multiple times while they were together. It was a big part in their divorce. It's just weird because I never pictured my dad as someone who would do that. He seems so innocent to that sort of thing but now that my mom mentions it, it makes sense. I knew I hated cheating for some reason. If my husband ever cheated on me like that, I wouldn't stick around to see what happens. If you do it once, who says you won't do it again, right? It just makes me feel a little sick. I don't really want to see my dad now but I know I have to because I love him and it's not that I'm pissed off at him, I'm just very very disappointed. I wonder if he cheats on Julie Cooper? I wonder if he cheated on my mom with Julie?
On a lighter note, last night was really nice. I've been having those types of nights a lot lately. It's great, I love it. Too bad that I've had to get up and leave hella early on every single one. I want to do that now. I think I'll go lay in my bed...