Wednesday, January 04, 2006

My Mind Races With All My Longings But Can't Keep Up With What I Got.

I am sad. I can't help it. I'm not sure if I'm really sad or if it's the birth control talking. I get sad about silly things that I know are silly but to me they are a big deal. This isn't just about things that happen with Ethan, they are things that happen with my mom or my friends. Or by myself. I'm sensitive about everyting. I cry more than I did before. I don't like it. I want to change but I also just want people to love me.

3 Comments:

Blogger Sarah said...

no dude...birth control sucks...it used to make me so emotional. but dont worry, these phases go away. and if it makes you feel better, i still love you.

...no?

darn. lol.

12:01 PM  
Blogger Erin said...

birth control made me crazy emotional. like i would cry over the dumbest things, and i was always on the verge of being sad for no reason. but sarah's right, it goes away. it's just while your body is adjusting to it.

and i will ALWAYS love you.

"I'll love you forever, I'll like you foralways, as long as we're living, my Steffie you'll be."

9:10 PM  
Blogger Sarah said...

ah man, i'm really jealous. i have to wait till next week because i promised chels i'd see it with her. i cant wait...

11:20 AM  

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