Monday, November 28, 2005

And I'll Say, "Yeah, Well, You Know, I'm Shy That Way."

I feel like I want to describe this weird dream I had. It was so weird that it's stuck with me for like a week and a half. So it started off with me, hanging out with Ethan and some other people and I kept getting calls from Dan but for some reason I just didn't want to talk to him so I kept refusing the calls. Then it got to be so many that I finally answered. There were 30 missed calls. That's the number I remember. So he asked me to come over and he sounded really upset. I went over to his "house" and I think Ethan went with me. Only it wasn't Dan's house, it was like a cliffside overlooking a gorgeous bay and a bridge. It was night time and you could see the stars and it was kind of cloudy. It was beautiful. So when I saw Dan he asked me to hold him and he was kind of crying and he said "Why don't you love me?" I didn't know what to think but I held him, and I think Ethan was there too, feeling just as uncomfortable as I was. Then he finally stopped crying but I didn't know what to tell him. I looked up in the sky and there was an explosion. Like fireworks. It was one giant firework with five smaller fireworks surrounding it. Everyone that was there (I think there were others as well) looked up in the sky and oohed and ahhed. Then a blue beam of light like the one in Independence Day shot down into the bay and a HUGE tidal wave came crashing down on all of us. The only people that I remember surviving were me, my mom (I don't know why she was randomly there) who wasn't really my mom, and my sister who wasn't really my sister but a tiny little girl. I was talking to my mom and I think we were floating on something next to this run down shack, maybe a barn. There was a flag pole coming out of the roof of the house and my "sister" was attached to it. The pole went throw her entire body and out her neck and she was alive. She kept telling us to save her but not to move her. She didn't look remotely like my sister, either. She was tiny and had darker hair. That's all I remember but it was intense and beautiful and when I woke up, I wasn't scared. I was confused. Erin had a pretty good interpretation and if you'd like to leave one, be my guest because it is weird that I think about it often.

5 Comments:

Blogger megan said...

'kay here's a weird interpretation of it:

you don't like dan anymore (obv) because you love ethan (also obv), so after you were done holding him, the fireworks symbolized you telling dan you didn't like him and that you and ethan were meant to be together, and the tidal wave was a couple years of your life.

Then, the person you think was your mom was you, and the person you think was kim was your daughter.
I don't know, it's weird to interpret other people's dreams. What did Erin say?

8:07 PM  
Blogger Stephanie said...

erin said something along the lines of dan being a part of me that i wanted to rid because he could either hurt me or someone else i love, maybe ethan. i want her to write down what she thought again...

10:27 PM  
Blogger Sarah said...

wow...very weird. lol you should get the sarah-katie dream-analysis team on that one. we're pretty good at these.

well, the dan thing seems a little obvious, though it might symbolize either your closure with him, or maybe some lingering feelings for him.

the tidal wave, however, seems like something that happens that breaks up your family and is very injurous to your relationship with them. then again...dreams also mean so many different abstract things. i need to find my book on this.

10:51 PM  
Blogger Just Some Dude said...

Dream interpretation:

You're a weirdo!

2:40 AM  
Blogger shane said...

or...

its just a bunch of random thoughts running through your mind. and it doesnt mean anything. or maybe im wrong. i dont analyze dreams ever. because theyre too fucked up.

i dont like to try to figure dreams out, i just let them sit until i forget about them an hour later.

7:07 PM  

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