I'm Gonna Lay Down In The Spa Where They Coat You In Molasses.

So today I talked to Gary about not moving. He took it about 300 times better than I thought he would. He said he was disappointed but he knows that I have to do what's best for me and he thinks he will probably still move down, even if he has to wait until November for Jeff. It was such a HUGE relief to get it out of the way. Now I'm super excited because I can go to the JC with Lauren and we can do our own Santa Rosa thing. Plus I get to keep all my new friends and old friends that are staying here, plus the underclassmen as well! I'm so relieved, I can barely even describe it. I don't have to worry about the scary talk with my boyfriend now! I can just... be relieved. And not worry about anything. Bills, money, a house, taking care of myself and Gary, long distance relationships... NONE of that. Just... home. Yay!